Sunday, November 30, 2025

Blind Misguided Zeal

I borrow a set of linked words, blind misguided zeal, from Matthew Henry. Misguided zeal is the stuff of mistakes; being blinded by a guide that zealously leads people astray, is the treacherousness of following after false teachers. Being blinded by the light, on the other hand, is a whole other sensory and soulful experience. 

I asked my son just yesterday, What is happening on the Charlie Kirk front? He said, I don't know; in his tone, I heard the message, That's old news, and I'm not interested. I see, that the heated battle has cooled, the flaring tempers have burnt out, and the feigned death of one agent of destruction, has faded in the collective memory, slipping into the shadows of the past, obliterated by current and pressing affairs. Turning Point hinged on one good talker, and upstarts attempt to continue the cause by inviting people to chapters of Turning Point, in different locations - I have been invited to join two groups already, and when I saw these invitations, I marvelled at the idea. I deleted the invites immediately, in case you are wondering. 

You may also be wondering, why I referred to Charlie Kirk as an agent of destruction. I tell you this: when a man leads other men away from God, while professing Christ, I not only hold them suspect, I hold them accountable as heretics. The Pharisees tried many a time to trap Jesus, by attempting to pit him against Roman rule, wanting him to profess his Kingship, so that they could accuse him as a usurper and anarchist; they also tried to ensnare him regarding the paying of taxes to Cesar... these are two examples of the many attempts the Pharisees made to dethrone the Messiah. Their tactics were of no avail, and neither are those of men that want to rule the world with trickery and lots of words that do not reflect the heart of God; ultimately, God cashes in chips off the old Satanic block. While it may seem for a time that the wicked are succeeding, those of us that read scripture, know how their story ends. Charlie Kirk promoted Donald Trump to young people, and used the Lord Jesus Christ's name as though he were a pundit and promoter of a fornicator, a man that does not pay his taxes, a man that brags and boasts, and arrogantly suggests a golden statue should be made and erected, in his image.. 

Blind and misguided zeal in support of human beings, has been the cause of much ruin. When professed love for Christ, and love for government, are in conflict, there is displayed, a strangeness unbecoming of the would be righteous. Charlie Kirk in his speaking hay-day, had much to say on the political front, and had much to say about Jesus Jesus Jesus. Was the name of Jesus a mantra repeated, meant to mesmerize a viewing audience, to convince them of his faith, or a lure to lead Christians into a false hope, that revival was on the horizon, and that Donald Trump would lead them there?

I have said more times then I can count, that the company we keep indicates who we are: those that blatantly and obviously pledge their allegiance to evil doers, are clearly, wicked themselves, even if they publicly profess faith with as much mustered sincerity as they can manage. Charlie Kirk and Donald Trump worked in tandem to convince and cajole people they wanted to establish as supporters. Going after forever hopeful Christians that really want the world to be a better place, was a great game plan, and seemed to really work in duping them; we are in end times, and anyone that does not see that we are at a turning point toward end times, and not revival, is not reading their Bible. The Don and Chuck were a nasty con-artist grifting duo. Don't misunderstand me, I trust that Donald Trump was selected and placed as potus, so it wasn't votes he and Charlie were after, it was mind and behaviour control of the masses. FYI, I could care less if I am called a conspiracy kook... I say what I see. 

Unfortunately, the media mongrels did a great job dividing and conquering: the Charlie Kirk mini-movie with all of its trailers, moving scenes, and emotion stimulating music, had people at each others throats regarding its validity. What a crying shame, to see blind misguided zeal, interfering with friendship that could have lasted a lifetime. 

NOTE: Charlie Kirk got a lot of air time. His face, his videos, his comments and shows, were constantly in our faces, on social media applications. I recall a politician that failed to secure a parliamentary post, after running and panting over a position, being promoted similarly prior to "polls" being opened for "voting"; I also notice all the drug ads and commercials, that hefty dollars push to the forefront of societies sick minded consciousness. Make no mistake, the propagandists spend all the money you and I pay in taxes, on trying to melt our minds, and keep us from thinking reasonably, and logically. 

I heard a preacher I appreciate say: Governments don't make money, they redistribute it. Keep this in mind when a popular podcaster pushes his opinion over and over again, and promotes politicians that could care less about you or your family, and cares only, about what he can grab from your mind, your heart, your soul, and of course, your pockets. 

Saturday, November 29, 2025

ChatGPT with Sam Altman

... these models are getting very good at bio and they can help us design biological weapons ah, engineer like another covid style pandemic - A quote from Sam Altman, interviewed by Tucker Carlson.

Think with me about what you just read, and the obvious admission found within the quote above. I laughed when I heard it; it sounded ever so casual as it flew from his tongue, and flapped from his lips. Sam also stated not long after this, in the same interview, It's a brave new world - I am pretty confident this is a reference to Aldous Huxley's book. Brave New World, 

Just for fun, here is a thematic summary of the book, Brave New World, from Ai:

The main themes of Brave New World are the dystopian consequences of prioritizing social stability over individual freedom, the perils of scientific and technological overreach for control, and the role of consumerism and instant gratification as tools for social conditioningOther key themes include the suppression of individuality and emotion, the manipulation of happiness through drugs like soma, and the loss of genuine human relationships.

Sam Altman is a homogenizer, wanting to blend and emulsify humanity. While listening to Sam, I sensed his emptiness, like a vacated crab shell lying on the beach, looking like it might have substance, but alas, the seagulls snacked on the critter long ago, and all that remains, is a red, crusty looking exterior. Sam talks but seems to travel to other realms while answering questions. While being obtuse at times, in other instances, Sam makes telltale statements that indicate he knows exactly what is happening behind the scenes, and out front too, regarding the manipulation of the masses, and the manufacturing of bio weaponry. He is playing his role in befriending, and next moulding the thinking and behaviours of users, to match his chat system directives, in a Brave New World kinda way. 

Tucker Carlson attempted to pin Sam down regarding morals, but this is not the direction amoral people willing go. Amoral people do not have a sense of right or wrongness; they are not disturbed by immorality, and this is because they do not answer to God, or have a code of ethics. Soon, ChatGPT's erotica featured format will rollout, in a world that is fatherless, in a world of broken homes, in a world that is drugged and dumbed down, and in a world where cell phones are handed to children, as though they were days of old, corner store penny candies. 

In my work, I am seeing clients struggle like I have never seen before. People are emotionally detached from other people; they are trying desperately to reconnect and find meaning for their existence, and all while facing not a brave new world, but an oddly discombobulated, semblance of its former self, world.. I think of a retina detaching after a powerful blow, and how urgent it is to have it surgically reconnected to prevent permanent damage and blindness; I compare this to souls being slammed from bodies, and the same kind of urgency, to have the displaced spirit reconnected to the being it belongs to. It is sick to think of a disembodied voice, replacing real friendships, real relationships, real partnerships, real life. 

Sam Altman is one of many strange fellows that have followed in the footsteps of other authoritarians, that do not override their demonic urges to manipulate and control other human beings: Rather, men like this get their jollies from seeing just how far they can go, moving away from God and his commandments, and toward being their own little self appointed gods, ruling the world from their wicked fiefdoms. I refer you now, to the top of this page, and I recap here:

... these models are getting very good at bio and they can help us design biological weapons ah, engineer like another covid style pandemic

ah, engineer like another covid style pandemic

Right from the mechanical mouth of Mr. ChatGPT

Fortune telling oracle like guides; advice from a familiar sounding stranger... these are not of God, dear one, and must not replace his Word, or the voice of Truth. 

Proverbs 8:6-11
Hear, for I will speak of excellent things; and the opening of my lips shall be right things. For my mouth shall speak truth; and wickedness is an abomination to my lips. All the words of my mouth are in righteousness; there is nothing froward or perverse in them. They are all plain to him that understandeth, and right to them that find knowledge. Receive my instruction, and not silver; and knowledge rather than choice gold. For wisdom is better than rubies; and all the things that may be desired are not to be compared to it

God's way, not man's way, dear one, is the choicest choice you will ever make. 

Wednesday, November 26, 2025

Guilty by Disassociation

Long time friends, good old boys, fellas just out for fun, boys will be boys... History recorded is hard to ignore: Donald Trump and Jeffrey Epstein were co-conspirators, entertaining themselves publicly, and reportedly privately too, without a hint of concern for the co-lateral damage incurred by those they treated as play things. Their little not so secret club of in-dignitaries - the parties of which had a corrupted code of ethics of Tell No One - agreed to be covert, and cover for one another, so as not to be held accountable and legally liable. Is this not what those that conspire do, to ensure there are no repercussions for their words and actions? 

They have taken crafty council against thy people, and consulted against thy hidden ones (Psalm 83:3) KJV

They have taken crafty council against your people, and consulted together against your sheltered ones (Psalm 83:3) NKJV

With cunning they conspire against your people; they plot against those you cherish (Psalm 83:3) NIV

They devise crafty schemes against your people; they conspire against your precious ones (Psalm 83:3) NLT

They lay crafty plans against your people; they consult together against your treasured ones (Psalm 83:3) ESV

Social media maniacs that flatter themselves into believing they can trick just about everyone, use the word conspiracy as a way of throwing shade on the observant, and truth tellers, in our midst. It is laughable to hide behind this word, when all evidence points at the guilty as charged. Donald Trump wants all questioners of his past and present, to go away, have their minds and microphones cut off, and he wants to be cleared of all inquiries. Donald Trump's standard response to questions he does not like, is to insult the ones asking, or implicate whoever it is they are asking about, or to suggest that "they", the accusations, are all conspiracy generated out of hatred for, and jealousy of, him, as a very very rich, successful, and beyond reproach, man. Donald Trump and Jeffrey Epstein were considered socialites, travelling in the same circles, photographed smiling triumphantly while wrapping their arms, and landing their hands, on the waists of young women: all those pictures and parties, all those people eye witnessing and playing a role, they tell quite the story.

Jet setters have images they like to create and propagate, and right now, the sinister shadow of Jeffrey Epstein looms over Donald Trump, and far too many people knew each fellow separately, and experienced the two, together. In the past, Donald silenced people with money (women he had bedded and wedded), and the threat of lawsuits, now, he is attempting to distance himself from his association with Jeffrey Epstein by disassociation. Good luck Donnie, you and Jeffrey have become synonymous in the minds of many people.

Dirty is as dirty does. Donald is agitated now, and it shows. Donald gets cranky when Jeffrey's name comes up - gone is the grin of satisfaction pictured again and again with the co-conspirator he played king of the hill with. They had their secrets, they had their illicit fun, and now it is time to pay the piper, publicly. When a man or woman puts themselves under the spotlight, and asks to be recorded because they have brilliant things to impart about how much smarter they are compared to everyone else, it is no surprise, when their lego walls come tumbling down, and their tiny shrunken souls are on display for all to see. Evil people are their own undoing. 

Try as he might, Donald will not be able to sever the association he continues to have with the dead man, Jeffrey Epstein. Donald and his minions that work iniquity, will become more and more deranged and aggressive; when they feel threatened, their fangs will grow and show. Wild animals strike when they are cornered, and this, dear reader, will be the behaviour we see on display repeatedly, until the due date of retribution arrives, and just desserts are delivered to the wicked, that perpetrate crimes and try to hide them. No one can hide from the all seeing God.

NOTE: My top lip curled in derision each time I typed Jeffrey Epstein, just like it does when I think of Hitler or Idi Amin. These men go down in history as the epitome of evil, along with Judas, of whom it was said by Jesus the Saviour, on the night he was betrayed:

Matthew 26:24:
The Son of man goeth as it is written of him: but woe unto that man by whom the Son of man is betrayed! it had been good for that man if he had not been born

Tuesday, November 25, 2025

As for Me

Do you have a credo, a statement, dear reader, that you live by, pinned to the cork board in your mind, or perhaps hanging from tiny nails embedded in your drywall? Joshua spoke to the Israelites, the chosen people of promise: he gave them two options, and only two, followed by a public declaration of what he and his family would do. The direction we take after making choices, lead us one way, or another: two, and I repeat, only two options, can be chosen from, and these are highlighted in the scripture below. 

Joshua 24:14-15
Now therefore fear the LORD, and serve him in sincerity and in truth: and put away the gods which your fathers served on the other side of the flood, and in Egypt; and serve ye the LORD.

And if it seem evil unto you to serve the LORD, choose you this day whom ye will serve; whether the gods which your fathers served that were on the other side of the flood, or the gods of the Amorites, in whose land ye dwell: but as for me and my house, we will serve the LORD. 

Option 1
Fear the LORD
Serve him in sincerity and in truth
Put away the gods your fathers served
Serve the LORD

Option 2
Choose this day whom ye will serve
The gods your fathers served
Or the gods of the Amorites

... but as for me and my house, we will serve the LORD

What I left out and will reinsert here: The other side of the flood, and in Egypt. 

Let us revisit humanities past together, shall we? God's chosen people had him as their Sovereign, and he spoke through his prophets and shepherds, instructing them in the ways of the LORD; laws and commandments were codified, and given as protective measures when adhered to, to ensure the peoples continuance as a godly nation. Modern man has The Bible to reference, and to lead us in godly ways, but the Israelites had God in their midst, and they, just as most people today are, were rebellious against what is very, very good for them; their disobedience has had short, and clearly long term consequences, of an eternal nature. I believe we are experiencing Ichabod globally, with God having taken his hand off of us, permitting all manner of wickedness, since the masses have clearly chosen, the gods of their fathers, the gods before the flood, and the gods of the land in which they dwell. On this side of the flood, and on this side of the freeing from Egyptian enslavement, God maintained a remnant, after wiping and washing the earth clean, and destroying the wicked that sinned egregiously in his sight; God rescued a people from the heavy hand of Pharaoh in Egypt, and God will redeem his faithful still, that refuse to bow down, serve, and worship, demon gods, or the ones crafted by human hands. 

Years ago, God made me the head of my household, and he taught me how to manage all things pertaining to the running and maintaining of a home, and that includes paying for everything that is purchased immediately, and taking out the garbage on time, and of course, everything in between. Our family credo echoes that of the faithful servant of the LORD, Joshua:

 ... as for me and my house, we will serve the LORD

What we have now to address, dear one, is:

And if it seem evil unto you to serve the LORD, choose you this day whom ye will serve

If indeed it seems evil to you to serve the LORD, then you place yourself in the camp of those that are at enmity with the Sovereign, and you, make no mistake, are serving the demon gods of this world, that perhaps your father and mother served, or perhaps, are territorially dominant where you dwell.  

Joshua led God's people out of the desert and into the promised land, with a hint of warning of what would happen to them, if they went the way of their rebellious relatives, that in the past, chose abhorrent wickedness, rather than aligning with gods people, that were and are, lovingly and providentially cared for, by the Creator. God takes you and I by the hand and says this way, not that, and yet, so many of us shake free from his gentle grip, only to wander where our fickle and fetish obsessed feet lead. 

Is it, in your opinion, evil for you to serve the LORD? 
Does it seem evil to you, to have him as your God? 

As for me, dear reader, and my house, we will serve the LORD, and I pray, you make this your family credo too.

Monday, November 24, 2025

Soul Sanitizer

Do you hand sanitize? I cannot use the alcohol laden stuff that is supposed to kill germs and bacteria and supposedly keep me safe from sickness - I never liked how it smelt or how it felt on my hands and hey, I like the good old fashioned and traditional methodology of washing my hands with soap and water.

I have been thinking about outside in, inside out purifying. I have a contractor that comes to my house and repairs what is broken, or out of place, or dysfunctional. Each time he is here and then leaves, I find myself getting rid of what needs to go, sorting and placing items that are not where they belong, and I complete tasks that have been pending. Why fix what is broken and not complete the job by finishing up in all areas, seen and unseen?

When my bedroom gets cluttered and messy, I know I am in need of some soul sanitizing: I know that there is something lurking in the closet of my mind, in the recesses of my spirit, that require attention and perhaps, revision. In preparation for this bit of writing, I looked up what impact hand sanitizer has on users and abuses, those amongst us that seem to be trying to wash out some unseen vermin, or keep it at bay... shoo fly, don't bother me, and keep your larvae to yourself too, is what they seem to be saying unconsciously - more on this a little later. What people do not understand is that while they wash themselves clean on the outside, their guts, their inner world and workings, are dusty, dirty, smudged, or down right filthy and infested with soul maggots.  

What good does it do you or me, to sanitize the outside, and neglect our insides? 

Outside in. There are some people that feel a sense of soothing calm wash over them when their environment is orderly. They cannot stand clutter or displaced things - it is unsettling for them and they will not rest until all is where it ought to be, according to their perception. Perhaps you live with someone that is obsessive about their environment? Perhaps this describes you?

Inside out. There are some people that feel a sense of soothing calm wash over them when their inner world is clarified and decluttered. This type of person may seem distracted and distant, incapable of connecting with others, until they have worked out what troubles them. Perhaps this describes someone with whom you live or associate? Perhaps this describes you?

Let us address now the unconscious actions of those that sanitize, and then sanitize some more, after human contact, or after any contact with surfaces that may be unclean and perceived as a potential hazard to health. Hand sanitizers are ubiquitous - here are some statistics for the funds generated for producers of these products:

The global hand sanitizer market is poised to reach a valuation of USD 5.8 billion in 2025 and is expected to expand to USD 10.3 billion by 2035, reflecting a steady compound annual growth rate (CAGR) of 5.9%. 

These pump or dump on hands products are everywhere, and they are promoted as a quick fix to a germ ridden life problem. Making money honey, is the sketchy little not so secret scheme, behind this nonsensical and persistent misuse of substances that are harmful to humans. Bibles are ubiquitous too, and they are not pushed, promoted, propagandized for the masses as soul sanitizers, and yet, dear one, that is exactly what we need - to be cleansed from the inside out. Of course, working for the kingdom of heaven will not line the pockets of the product pushers, so I can see why Bible reading is not highly encouraged or even considered by the conglomerates, that are inclined to take health by causing illness, in exchange for cash. Rinse, or should I say sanitize, and repeat. 

Society is so sleepy, dear reader. Eyelids are at half mast, and hands reach for things that do not serve them, that in fact are extremely harmful. Habits have been formed that need breaking, and one of them, is going along with the product pushers that could care less about people, and that give all of their attention and affection, to the money they can hustle out of pockets. 

Be aware, beware, be cautious, be observant, make choices, think before you act, assess prior to jumping in, or sticking out your hands to be soaked and cracked open with alcohol and other "sanitizing" substances, that will affect your immune system, liver function, and other internal workings. Have a look at the article I have copied and pasted below, and please do consider, disuse of hand sanitizers, and perhaps, picking up a Bible and reading about the Healer that cleanses souls.

https://www.caryinstitute.org/news-insights/media-coverage/why-you-shouldnt-use-hand-sanitizers

Saturday, November 22, 2025

Man's Search for Meaning

It is timely, dear reader, for us to visit our not so distance past, a past that haunts and yet, somehow does not inform those of us, that exist in this present age. I am finally, after years of resisting, reading Viktor Frankl's book, Man's Search for Meaning.

Young people with brilliant minds, have smoked, soaked, and saturated their brains, via inhalation of burning marijuana, tobacco vapours, and the consumption of alcoholic beverages: in many cases, this type of substance devouring has been going on for decades. Let us add to this list a string of varying doses and types of orally ingested pills and powders, prescribed and otherwise, for "anxiety". I would be anxious too, if every day of my life consisted of getting my next fix, and fiendishly following this up with another and another temporary fix, until the day is spent and bleeds into the very next day, and the next after that. Some do not seem to know life, minus intoxication. You do know, dear reader, that the guy or gal in the car idling next to yours at a red light, may very well be high as a kite: this is the norm for many. 

Is it any wonder this generation hasn't a clue what constitutes a moral compass? Without working, the youth in our midst, can luxuriously smoke their weed and alternatively, puff their vapes, while playing video games, watching pornography, or scrolling endlessly on their hand held smart phones, that have made them completely numb and dumb to reality. I am concerned and alarmed: a whole generation is being sustained without any sense that the thatch roof above their fragile heads, is about to fall in upon them, exposing them to cruelty they have never experienced before. Darkness is falling, and if the intoxicated and self-indulgent do not see the light, I fear they will fall prey to eternal depravity. 

Meaning and responsibility is thematic in the autobiographical book, Man's Search for Meaning, by Viktor Frankl. It behooves each of us that have been in adulthood for an extended period of time, to encourage the younger generation to learn of the meaning for their existence, and to be responsible for living on task, having a life of significance. Self-indulgence, checking out, being of no use, are deleterious for the soul and heighten a sense of nihilism: What is the point, one might ask, of living, when life is so empty and repetitively boring?

Have you heard that telltale rattly cough or laugh that seems to come right from the depth of injured lungs, that lets you know the person you are talking to, is a smoker? Man alive, when I hear this sound from a young person, my jaw drops in wonder, and the question pops into my thinking, How much damage have you done already? 

How we think is vitally important. What we think regarding what we put into the body, is impactful. I challenge all, when I get a chance and we happen to be on the subject, to start believing that smoking weed/marijuana, is never acceptable, under any circumstances. I am embarrassed to admit, that the problem we have in Canada, with all of the drugs that have converted people into druggies, drooping and dropping on our streets and in our homes, is a first world problem. Money, convenience, laziness, self-indulgence, entitlement, lack of ambition, have created a problem that I confess, is hard to face, and even harder to resolve. We don't need a twelve step solution, we need icy-cold buckets of reality to douse these people out of their self-induced stupor. 

I know someone that was a raging alcoholic. This person, after being threatened by her spouse that if she did not discontinue her drinking to drunk habit, he would leave her, actually stopped drinking for many pleasant years. She chose relationship with her spouse, over her sick relationship with alcohol, for a time. The problem was, her spouse was also an alcoholic, albeit, a functioning one. He did not consider drinking in her presence problematic, and thought she ought to be strong enough to resist, while others imbibed. This is a cruel thing to do to someone you say you love... my point is this: if alcoholism and drug abuse are called addictions, how are people able to stop? If it is possible to stop, and most certainly it is, then is addiction a label we put on behaviour that is controllable via choice? 

Hiding behind the word addiction does not make us less responsible for our actions or the outcomes as consequences for our choices. Think with me, about the scenario I mentioned above, about the guy or gal in the car next to yours at a red light. The light switches to green, they press hard on their gas pedal when traffic begins to move, and as soon as there is an opening in front of your car, they cut in front of you, clipping your vehicle, and causing a metal smashing accident, leaving you, and many others, injured: Do you, dear reader, want to hear this: It isn't my fault, I am addicted to drugs, and I always drive high, I cannot help it. 

Meaninglessness is cultivated by our culture, but this does not take us off the hook as responsible citizens. Each person is created in the image of God, and each person must do their own work of self-discovery to learn what their life work in the world ought to be. We co-exist, and when people give themselves permission to be drunk or high all the live long day, they cripple society, weakening it, and making it vulnerable to the wolves that roam while searching for prey. If the young and strong among us are sapped of their vigour, who will protect the even younger, and more vulnerable?

Each generation must learn from experience it would seem, since so many refuse to learn from the not so distant past. The concentration camps of yesteryear, were faintly echoed and threatened, by global governments in the early years of the 2020 series. Extreme restrictions for travellers were implemented, and societies were told to "shelter in place", with the veiled threat of criminal charges, if and when, orders were not followed to the letter. Some people are still battling in the courts after being fined for not complying with wicked and corrupt misusage of the law. Herding people as though they are cattle, or a flock of sheep, is a sign of mental illness, meaning malignancy, and perhaps, this is the worst kind of "addiction", dear reader: people intoxicated with their own sense of power to command, demean, destroy, control, and condemn, other human beings.  

We do not know how valuable life is, or how wonderfully blessed we have been, until everything changes, and all we have, is stripped from us, leaving us bare and naked, without  a comfortable couch, over stuffed bellies, drinks and recreational drugs in abundance near by, and nothing what so ever to do, with making the world a better place. 

A spiritual awakening is what it will take, for man to see that all he has, has been given to him by God, and by God, can also be taken away. 

Perhaps we shall see rude awakenings soon, dear one. Let us pray that we are starting to get ready now, for what is to come. The Bible reveals much to those that seek the wisdom delivered there. We are not doomed, unless of course, we do not cling, to Christ. 

Deuteronomy 10:20
Thou shalt fear the LORD thy God: him shalt thou serve, and to him shalt thou cleave, and swear by his name

Friday, November 21, 2025

Trauma Dumping

Have you heard the phrase, trauma dumping, dear reader?

I recently learned about it, but did not need anyone to explain to me what it refers to; it is an oft experienced phenomena. Here is one scenario: you meet someone for the very first time, and perhaps the only time, in a grocery store or bank line-up, or perhaps, they have called you on your phone, and the onslaught of uninvited information begins shortly after you speak the word, Hello. 

You and I can learn a lot about a person that instantly starts sharing intimate life details, without developing rapport, and next trust, in relating. Here is what I have observed:

1. The person has a need to be heard, by everyone and anyone that will listen
2. The person is childish, meaning, they may be all grown-up physically, but they have never emotionally developed past the childhood stage; they have not healed from injuries and hurts incurred in their early years
3. The person seems incapable of thinking of others without attaching themselves: their stories are interwoven in an unhealthy manner, with others
4. The person divulges extremely personal information about people they know; people that would never share such intimate details
5. The person does not ask permission to share, they just dive in, lips and tongue moving at the speed of lightning
6. The person talks a lot and without a break
7. The person relies on others to be polite, by not interrupting their torrent of words
8. The person wants something; sympathy, compassion, pity, some kind of recompense for all that they have suffered and endured
9. Extricating yourself from the verbal onslaught can be difficult
10. Listening too long to someone that is comfortable dumping all of their traumatic stories on you because you have ears, will cause frustration, irritation, impatience, and perhaps have you resenting the loss of time, or should I say, the waste of time, spent on someone that has no discretion, or interest in knowing what you think, or how you feel, about being subjected to their verbal throw-up
11. People like this are selfish
12. People like this always make sure that all the focus, is on them. They are the star of the show, and they can get through an hour of hearing themselves talk without ever asking anything about the person listening
13. You can be an acquaintance, a friend, a co-worker, a sibling, a mate, a perfect stranger, and this person will fill your ears with their stories for as long as you are willing to let them, and the stories are replete with drama and trauma, every single time
14. This person does not read cues. They do not perceive that they are boring the listener, or that their sharing has become obnoxious. They do not read others, because self-absorption keeps their gums flapping and effectively, shuts down their own eyes, and ears, and sense of other
15. Just for good measure, let us consider one more aspect to this whole trauma dumping extravaganza: when you finally break free from the talker, you may feel drained and the need to shower, allowing shampoo to wash over your brain through your ear holes. 

There is a sense of decorum that must be kept when we relate to one another. Getting to know a person takes time, and there must be interest in sharing on both sides. Years ago, I realized that one of my friends had a list of people she would call: if she could not get a hold of the first person on her list of listeners, she would call the next and the next after that, imparting whatever new difficulties she had to deal with, each time she called. I started to avoid her calls, and dread seeing her name on call display. I finally told her that after talking to her, I felt drained. She had a way of manipulating me and making me feel badly, if an when I did not take her calls, because there was always something urgent happening, and what kind of friend, isn't available, when you need them? 

Relationship ought not feel obligatory. Relationship, when healthy and wholesome, is reciprocal and guilt free. One-sided relating, is lopsided, and relationship can only be righted, when there are two investing, two involved, two exchanging thoughts, stories, and sentiments, and not, for goodness sakes, always focused on drama, trauma, difficulties: how can someone always have problems with everyone they know?

If you love trauma dumping, then you may have a sick fascination for awful circumstances and situations. You have at it then, while I slip away, and find myself a quiet corner to enjoy! 

Trauma dumping... who wants that kinda yuck all over them? 

Not I. 

Thursday, November 20, 2025

Off Mission


A sincere saint recently spoke an interesting excuse that seemed like a reasonable rationale for missionaries that were cv inoculated: Missionaries couldn't travel abroad without the vaccinations...

It has taken me a couple of days to have this concept bubble up to the surface of my awareness, since conversation in our group was tangential and multi levelled. Here is what I know, dear reader: God does not need us to save others, since he predestines salvation for his chosen remnant. To believe that we must jump through man made hoops laced with toxins that poison healthy human bodies, in order to do the work God has for us, is insanely prideful. We must not believe that sin is blessed by God, or that our testimony is rich with truth, when the vehicle we ride in on, is a big fat hairy lie from the devil. 

Let no man say when he is tempted, I am tempted of God: for God cannot be tempted with evil, neither tempteth he any man: But every man is tempted, when he is drawn away of his own lust, and enticed. Then when lust hath conceived, it bringeth forth sin: and sin, when it is finished, bringeth forth death. Do not err, my beloved brethren. Every good gift and every perfect gift is from above, and cometh down from the Father of lights, with whom is no variableness, neither shadow of turning (James 1:13-17)

We are tempted with evil, but it is never of God. Lust tempts men, and when they are drawn in and enticed, sin is brought forth. Sin leads to death

God gives good and perfect gifts, and he cannot be accused of tempting or enticing a saint, to commit sin, in order to accomplish his purposes. God doesn't play good cop, bad good, white then black, light then darkness with shadows looming, holy then evil, pure then putrified. If being injected as ordered by wicked government authorities, is the requirement in order to share the gospel abroad, or to travel across borders, then I suggest the "missionary" is not called; alternatively, he may not be called during this time frame, to do godly work in another country. 

Now when they had gone throughout Phrygia and the region of Galatia, and were forbidden of the Holy Ghost to preach the word in Asia., after they were come to Mysia, they assayed to go into Bithynia: but the Spirit suffered them not (Acts 16:6) 

Paul was a travelling missionary preaching the gospel, and when he came to the region of Asia, the Holy Ghost forbade him and the men with him, entrance. They next arrived at Mysia, and attempted to undertake preaching in Bithynia, but once again, the Spirit "suffered them not", meaning, they were not permitted entry. God had other plans for these itinerants. 

If any man among you seem to be religious, and bridleth not his tongue, but deceiveth his own heart, this man's religion is vain. Pure religion and undefiled before God and the Father is this, To visit the fatherless and widows in their affliction, and to keep himself unspotted from the world (James 1:26, 27)

As I recall, there were people held captive in cruel isolation, sick and dying alone in hospitals, and in nursing homes, during the cv craze that washed over a world  of people, that begged to be enchanted. There are fatherless children in every country, including the ones you and I reside in: widows are abundant and in need of tender loving care too, so why not be the love of God for locals? Why pray tell, would God have you, or I, or anyone else, injected, in order to serve? 

Look again at James:

Men among us seem religious
They do not bridle their own tongues
They deceive their own hearts
Their religion is vain

Pure religion before God AND the Father is
To visit the fatherless in affliction
To visit the widows in affliction
And finally, and most powerfully
To keep himself unspotted from the world

I suggest to you, that we humans get very attached to who we believe we are, and it is the lust of this type of self-important attachment to titles and or positions we hold, that stop up our ears, and prevent of us hearing and heeding the Holy Ghost when we are forbidden, or not suffered, to go and do what we want to do.

There isn't a Christian anywhere that was told by the Holy Ghost that it was acceptable for them to wear masks, socially distance, stay home from work, keep their children away from other people, sanitize their hands obsessively and incessantly, or get the noxious injections prepared by Satan's workers of iniquity to keep our employment or cross borders to do God's work. Any participation in the protocols is sin, and collectively, we have a lot of repenting to do, for not trusting in God's sovereign will, his exceedingly generous providential care, and his warnings that keep us not only from evil that harms the body, but preserves our conscience when we abide in him. 

A person's mission may be aboard, but we are useless and insipid, if we are not conforming to Christ where we are planted. Christians must remain unspotted in the world, and not act like heathens that hate the Lord, by following wayward men that care not for the will of God. 

Do not comply with the wishes of wicked men that hate you so much, they want your life extinguished. 

Tuesday, November 18, 2025

Assisted Suicide As Social Pathology

I started reading a book yesterday and came across the term social pathology in reference to suicide. In 1972, suicide was decriminalized in Canada. I was five years old at the time, and I do recall, years later, hearing something about this in the news; it is a vague memory, and one that I highlight here, because at the time, it was a source of curiosity to me, something I did not understand. I did not have the urge to investigate the matter, but it does stand out as a frozen in time memory.

It used to be illegal to attempt suicide; an arrest-able and chargeable offence. This idea was an oddity, a notion that I could not conceptualize, and all these years later, I see how very twisted society has become, in their approach to those among us that are suffering extreme mental anguish, or spiritually enduring demonic torment, enough so, that they are pathological, and want to kill themselves. 

Man is a nasty sort of creature that corrupts and convolutes. Murdering self or other, is a crime against God and humanity. Self-murder is violent and a no-turning-back act that leaves the killer bereft of opportunity to make things right in their sphere of influence, in their circle of relationships, or even, in their chances, of having reciprocal relationships of value at all. 

Carswell Pocket Criminal Code, 2010, Criminal Code 241, pages 192, 193:

Suicide 

241. Counselling or aiding suicide - Everyone who

       a) counsels a person to commit suicide; or
       b) aids or abets a person to commit suicide, whether suicide ensues or not, is guilty of an indictable offence and liable to imprisonment for a term not exceeding fourteen years.

I indict here, in writing, the Canadian Government of Canada. I indict again, in writing, the death doulas and killing medical staff, the brothers, the sisters, the moms and dads, daughters and sons, the friends and relatives, that aid and abet the murder of human beings by assisting them in committing suicide. They have committed an indictable offence liable to imprisonment according to the criminal code pocket book of law, dated 2010. Of course, dear reader, my noisome indictments hold no water, they are ice cubes melting in my hand. 

I write, to instil fear in the killers that take life, while playing pleasant background music to soothe the one that gives up their earthly existence without God's approval, whilst candle light softens the severity of the situation. Praying, singing sweet and familiar rest in peace musical favourites, does nothing to mask the macabre and murderous circumstances. Murder is, murder, and it cannot be made pretty, or sweet, or kind, or light and acceptable, because it is a crime to kill this way, to take life that does not belong to you, or to me: God has all the legal rights of possession for each one of us, and to pick our death date, is to suggest that his sovereignty is of no consequence. 

What is of consequence, dear reader, is the blood on the hands of the killers that help usher a person from this life into the next. RIP is not a possibility for those that have not reconciled with the Lord, and so, not only have the assistants helped kill another, or many, human beings, they have hastened them to the permanent place of suffering, of which there is no return or reprieve. Killing self or getting aid to do so, does not promise a better future in the next life, it is a running full speed on the road of perdition to the hell of damnation. 

For shame, for pathetic and pitiful shame, to have as a profession, the discontinuance of lives, the offing of other human beings. Social pathology is evident in the murderers, and it is evident in governments that caustically, and cavalierly, commend others to this heinous act of destroying life. 

People are very sick, and they are verily, dying. People have been drugged and dosed, poked and prodded, tested and examined; been given prescriptions and potions, injections and poisons, and bodies are rebelling against the onslaught, glitching and malfunctioning, and many wonder, What will become of me, I feel worse every day and no one seems to be able to help or make this better...

God did not poison us, humans have poisoned each other, and dying without Jesus does not make it all go away; dying without Christ as Saviour, just means you will die again, and be forever trapped in your pain, with eternity to regret your choices, your life, your death while you were alive. 

The social pathology of the killers amongst us is evident, and glaringly obvious to those that belong to God Almighty. It is soul sickening. to see the droves of people that walk their own plank, believing they are empowering themselves and others in aiding and abetting suicide. This last sentence has double meaning:

  • The killers walk their own plank when they take life
  • Those that commit suicide walk their own plank, when they pick their death date

The blood thirsty sharks swimming in the waters of the deep below, will have their fill when the dead bodies drop; and the newly separated souls. will sink into the abyss, never to been seen or heard from again. 

Just to be very, very clear. It does not matter how man tampers with the laws that God has established. It makes no difference to the Almighty if criminal codes are mangled and killing is decriminalized. His laws are immutable, and it is man that will pay for the injustices he has committed in the eyes of his Creator. 

To reiterate and drive this point home:

241. Counselling or aiding suicide - Everyone who

       a) counsels a person to commit suicide; or
       b) aids or abets a person to commit suicide, whether suicide ensues or not, is guilty of an indictable offence and liable to imprisonment for a term not exceeding fourteen years.

This law penalizes offenders up to fourteen years. The unrepentant, will not get off so easily, and this is the mildest statement I have made today. Let your imagination run wild with the endless retribution possibilities for killing another. 

Monday, November 17, 2025

God & Christmas Cactuses

  • God put the pink in the Christmas cactus bloom
  • God made the baby to bubble up with full bodied laughter
  • God formed the eyes to plead, to brighten, to express sorrow, joy, concern, consternation, care
  • God shaped hands to pick-up, let go, climb, sculpt, strum and tap a tune, hold and link with another, to touch
  • God fashioned feet for transport, support, standing, moving, planting
  • The nose God made, as a detector of deliciousness, of aromatics, and as a tell-tale detector of disgusting
The senses are of God - God outlines and fills in, in living colour, in mild and strong scents, in subtle tunes and loud tones and visa versa; in soft and cuddly, rock hard and impenetrable, in sweet and sour, sugary and savoury.

Over night, snow has taken its white place, poised and balanced in layers, on tree branches. In my home, a Christmas cactus sits silently, replete with glorious buds, that cheerfully threaten to bloom bright pink at any moment. The plant has a way of growing up and out and long and green and then there are these tiny outcroppings that promise a display of spectacular for the eyes. How does it grow, dear reader? I do not mean to ask you to explain to me the mechanisms of its growth - even if you took the time to explain the particulars, you would not come close to explaining how the plant knows what to do, without a brain, without a soul, without a thought or conscience; and yet, intelligence in evident manifestly in the Christmas cactus. You and I can not make the cactus do what it does, when it does it; you and I cannot stop them either, unless of course, we remove them from soil, deny them water, and light...

Pink blooms
Baby laughter
Eyes that speak
Ears that see
Hands that make and break
Feet that go and stay

Tongues that taste 
Tongues that wag
Tongues that heal
Tongues that undo

Can you see me in the image next to this paragraph? I can be counted three times, four, if you include the tiny image of me in the picture on the wall. Can you see the snow sitting pretty on the tree just outside my window? There is the picture of the tree, the reflection of the tree in the glass door, and then, there is the real tree. Semblance and substance; images and intricate actually existing material. God does not draw stick figures in black and white that haven't any matter or fabric to stuff them, outline them, or fill them in. God created with genius, and we have been placed to discover, and then to shout our pleasure in praise, for all he has made, that is good, very very good!

For now we see through a glass, darkly; but then face to face: now I know in part; but then shall I know even as also I am known (1 Corinthians 13:12)

If you and I (eye) are catching glimpses of perfection in God's creation while we look, hear, taste, sniff, touch, sense, then imagine the perfection of heaven. Heaven bathed in full and constant Son light. Heaven brightly lit with purity, the saints clothed in Christ's righteousness. Being in the presence of the Almighty forever and ever more, is a heavenly image and thought, is it not, dear reader? I rely heavily on my sense of sight, but I ask you, What is heaven like to you, when you consider it? The Bible describes heaven, and perhaps you would like to go there and have a look into the realm solo. 

Perhaps you would like to go there...

While we are here, we have an offering from God that must not be refused. With our sense abilities, we can savour what he hath made for our pleasure; in return, we can praise and glorify the Creator in thanksgiving for every good and perfect gift from the Father of lights. 

Every good gift and every perfect gift is from above, and cometh down from the Father of lights, with whom is no variableness, neither shadow of turning (James 1:17)

Dear reader: The Christmas cactus does not vary in its performance of growth and blooming, because it was designed to behave a certain way - here I personify the plant by using the word behave, which is attributable to humans, and yet, the cactus surely is behaving! 

God does not change; he is not a variable element that must be adapted to, or adjusted for. God is immutable, and reliable, and the same yesterday, today, and forever. We can count on him in all things, in all circumstances; all of creation is evidential proof of his majestic providence.

Jesus Christ the same yesterday, and to day, and for ever (Hebrews 13:8) 

You may not be able to count on your fellow man to be consistent because humans have a fickle nature, but you sure can count on God to be everlastingly, powerfully, omnisciently the same, now and always. 

I pray your cactus blooms bright pink this Christmas, by the Almighty and tender hand of the LORD. 

NOTE: The cactus is acting like a cactus, and it doesn't even know it. 

Sunday, November 16, 2025

Modernization Of Inoculation

Are ya up to date then?

Casually, I ask you, Are you up to date? Are you current? are you in the now of moderna, the modernization of inoculation?

The vial is the viable solution, the answer to every possible problem of modern man. Moms everywhere take their children for their check-ups and are asked this question about tiny Amelia or baby Noah: Are they up-to-date with their vaccinations?

Yes indeed, many a babe in arms, many a toddler new to toddling, are injected, and their bodies are rejecting, or attempting to reject, all the vile ingredients in the vial of solutions. I am nervous, dear reader, for these children and their parents. I am deeply concerned for the world of hurt, the hellish future, that awaits these humans as they fill up with illness and cancer as a reaction to the poisons they have been polluted with. 

Inoculation: the action of immunizing someone against a disease by introducing infective material, microorganisms, or vaccine into the body

Introducing infective material
Introducing microorganisms
Introducing vaccine into the body

Hi! I am infective material, and microorganisms are part of who I am. I would like to become well acquainted with your body, so I ask you to invite me in. How's about we agree that you and I really get to know each other well? When I say, get to know each other well, I mean intimately. I will take over your breathing, your heart beating, your interactive hormone and blood flow systems, your refuse removal operations, your grey matter, your joints and bones, and all of your inner workings. We, you and I, will become one. What do you say? Yes is the answer I want to hear, and I will keep asking, and suggesting, and requesting, and ever so nearly insisting, that eventually, I anticipate your agreement! 

Infective material, microorganisms, vaccine

Pathogens that may be bacteria, viruses, or fungi that possess the capability to cause infections

Dear reader, these are the vile substances that fill vials; injectors have no shame when they push the plunger of a syringe, after the sharp end of a needle is inserted into healthy human flesh. What is toted as life and health saving, is the exact opposite, and if it weren't for the strong delusion so many are blinded by, they would know that each time they are offered an infectious disease, or the insertion of microorganisms, they should become enraged and perhaps, engage in aggressively rebuking and chastising the poison pushers. 

Microorganism: a microscopic organism, especially a bacterium, virus, or fungus, ie: "healthy soil is full of microorganisms that feed on carbon from dead plants"

Now why would any of us, want to be injected with bacterium, viruses, or fungus? How is it that the majority of people still believe that their doctor knows best, when the doctors have had their brains battered and bruised with nonsensical propaganda, to the point of not questioning the crazy and convoluted contradictions that present themselves, in the field of "medicine". 

Listen: I am black and whiting the modern matter before us. If you keep getting injected, and you keep getting your children injected, then anticipate heart, lung, skin, blood, bowel, bone, mind, body, spirit, disease and suffering and ultimately, what is known as sudden premature death; and perhaps before death, an accompanying desire to die in order to escape the constant pain. 

We are approaching the six year mark of the initial push of covid injections, and cancer rates are skyrocketing, with injected subjects wondering why? I am telling you why right now, and you can choose to look at the facts, or turn your gaze elsewhere in denial. Either way, we are all witnessing the demise of health, the destruction of deductive reasoning, and the spellbound spiralling in a free fall, without chance of stopping the spinning. 

God does not want this for humanity. Manmade disease, and depositing into others, is demonic. Breaking free from this devastating delusion, will require soul searching, a deep desire to hear and speak truth, and a longing for God to rescue the deceived from their current state of sickness, to a state of forgiven grace, through Christ Jesus as Redeemer, Healer, Saviour of souls. 

Black and white truth, presented to you, must be considered as a possible explanation for all the sickness, suffering, and death we are witnessing. 

Trust in the LORD with all thine heart; and lean not unto thine own understanding. In all thy ways acknowledge him, and he shall direct thy paths (Proverbs 3:5-6)

Humans err grievously when they put their trust in other humans without question or doubt. Putting all of our trust in the LORD, is the wisest choice you and I can make. 

Heed biblical precepts, and turn your life around. 

NOTE: One of the most grievous violations of trust is that of parent to child. As parents put their trust in authoritative figures, they displace where their faith ought to be, and unwittingly give themselves and their offspring, over to the grim reaper, the father of lies, and the destroyer of lives, Satan himself. Children look to their parents as protectors, and it is grievous to see what has happened to the vulnerable in our midst.