The other day, my mom asked me to try milk that she said tasted funny:
Monday, October 26, 2026
You Keep That
Sunday, October 25, 2026
Hyper Denial
My son and I were leaving Costco, and he had a hot dog and fries, with ketchup. The man at the exit that checked our bill, made a comment about the french fries, and my son offered him some, to which he replied, No Thank-You. I asked, Do you eat that stuff? He said, Not anymore. I had a heart attack two years ago, and I swear, my father pushed me back, saying I wasn't done. I couldn't resist inserting, God sent you back; he wasn't done with you. Without a moments hesitation and absolutely no registering in his eyes or facial expression indicating that he heard my comment, the happy man continued his story, as told without deviation I presume, from all the times he had previously shared his death to life experience. He died of a heart attack, and had been dead for three minutes, and lived to tell about it: how extraordinary.
You know what I find more extraordinary though, dear one? It is the fact that the man thought his dead father, had the power over life and death. I find it absolutely fascinating that the smiling and cheery fellow, attributes superhuman strength to a dead relative, that supposedly, can govern whether or not he lives, dies, or does both, within a three minute span. Anything but God.
Anything, but God, dear one. Let us not give God any say, any credit, any acknowledgment either. A nod in his direction is frowned upon, and the devil you say? it is my mother, my father, my sister, my brother, a cardinal, a friend, my pet, from the other side, that keeps me going and gives me the energy and steam to carry on, inspired by their life and the words I recall them speaking, chirping, barking, meowing: the lessons I learned and the lessons they inadvertently taught, I have used as fuel to be a bright light to others. What the what what what?
There is hyper denial happening all around us. Perhaps junk food killed the Costco man, and he has a new found appreciation and lease on life after his revival, but surely, he has lied to himself, about his daddy's contribution to a pulse and return to life in the flesh. Sage advice given and well received from a parent can prevent many a misstep with consequences, but it is our Father in heaven, not our daddy on earth, that can be counted on to guide and protect, each of his human creatures.
Did the man's daddy form his body, give him breath, and a steady heart beat? Did the man's daddy, go with him everywhere he went, and did he see all that the man thought and did? Did his daddy know his mind and heart entirely? Did his dad shape him in his mother's womb, picking his eye, hair, and skin colour? Did he decide how tall he would be, and what his disposition would be like? And as a dead man no longer walking, would his earthly father, want this man, to know the heavenly Father, and give him praise and glory, which is his due? Would his dead dad say, Son, do not give me so much credit. Stop looking past God, in my direction. I have nothing to give you: it wasn't me that saved you and gave you another chance to adore your Creator, it was him. Can you see the dad of the Costco man, pointing toward Jesus?
The hyper denial is epidemic dear one. I have been watching videos of lawless people that break rules, put others at risk, and when confronted by law enforcement, they seem to be on re-tard-ed repeat, saying the same things over and over again, believing that with belligerence, they can get out of the trouble they have placed themselves in. These people are emotionally and intellectually, delayed for their age, and act like five year olds, while physically having the privileges of driving, drinking, and being out in public, where commerce takes place. It is a strong delusion they hold near and dear, and it is common place to hear these people say, Why, why, why, and when given a reasonable answer for why they are being detained and questioned, they insult the one holding them to account, and they again, return to Why, why, why.
Now look with me to the one holding us to account for the lives we live, and the death we face. The Costco man has a story to tell, but his ending is horrible and horrifying. He attributes to a dead man, what only God can do for anyone and everyone: bring us back to life! Resurrect us from the dead! Why, why, why, I ask you, is this so hard to comprehend?
Children grow-up, and when they marry, they are meant to cleave unto their spouse, and have children of their own. When I held my son in my arms, I was dewy eyed awe struck, and I knew that he wasn't mine, he was on loan to me! I most certainly did not handcraft the little guy, but I did know that I had been entrusted with one of God's precious creatures, and that I was accountable to my Maker, for how I raised the child he had blessed me with. How, in the name of God Almighty. do people twist things into pretzel knots, to the point of believing their dead daddy, can do what only God can do?
I am very glad the Costco man is alive, and relishing his return from the dead, but I am very alarmed too, that he denies God in his story, in favour of a make-believe childish take, with a wishful fantasy fairytale ending that gave him a new beginning belief, that it was his dead as a doorknob dad, that pushed him back into the shell his spirit currently resides in. He has time, and he has not a clue how much time, since his heart already suffered an attack, and I pray he reconciles his life with Christ as his Redeemer, and ditches the lies, in favour of Truth.
Friday, October 23, 2026
Protruding Tongue
Wednesday, October 21, 2026
Darwinian Devolvers
As a Darwinian, I would embrace the notion of evolution, which would explain and at the same time excuse, how some characters in say, the species of "animal" known as humans, have just not moved forward, or progressed, to an elevated way of thinking and being.
Does Darwinism discuss the meaty matter of devolution? If there is the moving forward, it makes perfect sense to me, that there must also be included the possibility, of moving backward, as a devolver - seems like devolver is yet to be deemed a word, given the fact that it is underlined in red dashes, by blogger editor, for spell checking and possible correction: hmmm, I guess, tongue in cheek, we are all entitled to make things up as we go and call them facts, even if we do not declare ourselves, Darwinian!
Perhaps some families still resemble their ancestors, with base urges indulged and animalistic itches being scratched. Just because a person is biped, it doesn't necessarily mean their brains have caught up with their ambling abilities. Are some people pretending to be evolved, whilst still living in a mental cave, devoid of any ambition, other than to eat, drink, and gratify the urges, signalled by the insatiable body?
Apes act like apes, monkeys see and do what monkeys see and do... humans, praise be to God, were created in the image of God, and yet, there are some folk in our midst, that absolutely refuse to level or step up; absolutely refuse to acknowledge the magnificent ways of the Lord, that ought to be imitated, and man alive, the devolution is evident, and obvious, and alarming too.
Darwin hated God, and had to make himself into a mini-me-demi-god to make himself feel powerful, by trying to explain away the Hand that crafted all that is in creation. Denying God as Master Craftsman is a dangerous and childish game, and it is an act of hiding from him, while seeking vaingloriously, for praise from other men that act like baboons, that cannot stand being creatures with expiry dates, encoded into their DNA.
Darwin got some things inadvertently right though. Without God, there is indeed, natural selection happening. Without God, people pluck themselves right out of his hand, and become weak and vulnerable, putting their primitive selves smack dab in the middle, of a mental wilderness. They must come up with their own bread, water, shelter, and feel the insecurity of never knowing where their next meal will come from; and they must look with suspicion to their neighbours as competitors in the fields of life, where a dog eat dog treacherous environment has to be navigated, and a fend for yourself mentality is fostered, because you and your family come first, and off to hell with anyone that threatens personal survival. Living for today is a theme, and what goes along with this way of thinking, is a belief, that once this life is done, nothingness lies ahead, or that there is a heaven everyone is entitled to go to, just because.
I ask dear one, does the thought of void, and absolutely zero to look forward to after you become worm meat, scare the heck out of you? Death was conquered by the resurrected Christ, but Elon Musk and his minions cannot establish a continuance of their silly selves, because daily they show signs of not only aging, but rotting too: when death comes a knockin', there isn't a micro chip in the world, that can stop it from coming in. and stealing away breath and life.
The evolved, so-to-speak, in the human race, think they are more clever, more savvy, when they have more money, better homes, gardens, spouses, playmates and vehicles, than everyone else, and all acquired with their own strength. To the godless, evolution is evident when they have moved up the ladder of success by shooting for the stars and linking with them: I say good for you, not God for you, congratulations on reaching the moon, no wait, is there some photoshop going on? anyways... God is not for those that deny his blessings and generosity; every good and perfect gift, comes from the Father of heavenly lights, but the godless haven't a clue, that what they have acquired and accumulated, can and will, be taken from them one day; all their clinging to possessions, will leave them bereft in their spirit, because they just would not look to the cross of Christ for all of their needs to be gloriously met, here on earth, and ultimately, in heaven for eternity.
When a person decides to deny deity and the Godhead of Jesus Christ, the devolving and destruction of the fibre of their being begins, and perhaps, they do indeed, become just like animals, without morals, ethics, and most certainly, without the law of God written in the mind and on the heart. It is when a person denies God's Sovereign right, to rule and reign in their life, that they lose their mental, spiritual, and psychological faculties, and turn into beasts, that exist for bodily pleasure, and could care less, for the spirit that resides within, that is shrivelling for want of God's manna.
I am not a Darwinian. I do not laud and applaud men that prefer their own fantasy world explanations for why and how we exist. Shame on those that refuse to give credit where it is due: their recompense is waiting, because God will not be mocked.
Darwin duped himself, and so do all the super-intelligenza (I keep making up me own words, how much fun is that?!), that believe in limitlessness, that believe the sky is not their limit, and that they can go beyond the borders that God has established. Fools, all of them, and so is anyone that suggests that there is no God, and that we pick our parents, can be reincarnated, and that we can live forever as a brain in a jar with "consciousness" commanding the universe, and directing our influential energies... blah blah, hooey, blah.
Fredrick Nietzsche died as an insane man: when I was in university studying philosophy, I became a temporary atheist, under the spell of his very dark and dreary writing. Dear one, a person is literally insane, when they deny the living God. I spiralled into nihilism after reading Nietzsche, with a sense of why bother, if their is no purpose to our existence, except of course, to out wit, out smart, out play, our fellow man. all the while cursing God. Nietzsche hated God and therefore, hated himself. It was the writings of the faithful Saint Thomas Aquinas, that spun my world back in the right direction, and it is The Bible, and Matthew Henry's Commentary, that gives me the solid foundation, on which to place all of my beliefs.
It is asinine to argue with God, or to attempt to tear at wisdom with bare and weak, human hands. The Bible is the inspired Word of God, and unlike writings from Nietzsche and Darwin, it stands the test of time, no matter who, tries to debunk the Truth.
But the LORD is the true God, he is the living God, and an everlasting king: at his wrath the earth shall tremble, and the nations shall not be able to abide his indignation (Jeremiah 10:10).
NOTE: If you feel like you are losing your mind, know that you can get your thoughts moving in the right direction, by trusting in God as your teacher.
Monday, October 19, 2026
Shake the Deadly Snake
| Pretty, and dangerous |
This quote had my mind racing in multiple directions, with a couple of questions, and some Bible story remembrances:
Let's take a closer look together:
And when they were escaped, then they knew that the island was called Melita. And the barbarous people shewed us no little kindness: for they kindled a fire, and received us every one, because of the present rain, and because of the cold. And when Paul had gathered a bundle of sticks, and laid them on the fire, there came a viper out of the heat, and fastened on his hand (Acts 28:1-4).
I always found this story exciting, but today I am astounded anew! For the purposes of time saving, I simply cannot recount how heroic, brave and wise Paul was on the ship prior to the wreck: you must go into Acts yourself to experience the wonder of his presence in the midst of chaos. Suffice it to say, that Paul had a peace that truly does surpass all understanding And the peace of God, which surpasses all understanding shall keep your hearts and minds through Christ Jesus (Philippians 4:7). I will say this ... Paul was being transported for trial in Italy, and yet, he treated all with kindness, and a love that is worthy of aspiration.
Going back to Acts 28:1-4
- They escaped ~ everyone on that ship survived because they finally listened to Paul
- They landed on Malta
- The people were barbarous according to the Romans. The islanders were far from barbaric, showing much kindness by kindling a fire, and receiving each of the men, sailors and prisoners alike, that had been on that ship
- The men were already wet, it was raining and cold. They had endured life threatening conditions for an extended period of time
- I am picturing the faces of the witnesses, seeing a venomous beast hanging by it's fangs, from Paul's hand!
- The islanders believed in the universal law of sowing and reaping. They assumed that while the man survived a shipwreck, clearly the snake bite and pending death by venom, was a natural consequence for being a murderer. You get what you give ... vengeance suffereth not to live
- One good shake and the deadly snake was returned from whence he had come. This has me thinking about my sin, and how important it is to know that when it tries to sink it's fangs into me and spread poison, I can shake it off and send it back to the hell fire from which it came
- ... and felt no harm we cannot be injured by something that does not have a hold on us, dear one. Paul saw the snake for what it was, a harmless beast that had no power to persuade him to feel weak, subjected, or swayed into swooning!
- changed their minds
- and said he is a god
Covenant & Common Christian Sense
Common Christian sense, dear one, is what comes to my mind when I read scripture, with the God soaked truth resonating soundly in my soul. The law of the Lord, is written in the hearts of his people, and to those that belong to him, he is their God. Does this, make sense to you? Do you know the law of God and abide, because it is lyrical to your ears, and a song in your heart? When you read about the gospel covenant, assigned by God, and enlivened in us by him too, do your thoughts ignite with brilliant light, as a follower of Christ?
Read now, what happens in the being of believers, according to Matthew Henry:
God articles with his people that he will put his laws into their minds and write them in their hearts, v. 10. He once wrote his laws to them; now he will write his laws in them; that is, he will give them understanding to know, and to believe his law; he will give them memories to retain them; he will give them hearts to love them and consciences to recognize them; he will give them courage to profess them and power to put them in practice; the whole habit and frame of their souls shall be a table and transcript of the law of God. This is the foundation of the covenant; and, when this is laid, duty will be done wisely, sincerely, readily, easily, resolutely, constantly, and comfortably, Matthew Henry's Commentary, Acts to Revelation, Volume 6, page 743.
The stone tables upon which the finger of God inscribed the ten commandments for an outward reminder to the Israelites, how to abide in the first covenant, has been replaced by God's law, written in the minds and echoing in the hearts, of his redeemed people, through Christ the Lord, our mediator. Moses foreshadowed the mediatory Saviour, and so did the covenant of old, now replaced by the gospel. What I love about Matthew Henry's commentary, is the list of gifts he records to edify readers, and reassure them that all we need, is lovingly provided by our Law Maker and soul preserver!
He will give them:
Sunday, October 18, 2026
Clean As You Go
If left, without soaking, without light scrubbing, those pots and pans can turn into an annoying hour long cleaning event, to return them to spick and span ready, for the next bout of cooking. What could have been quick and easy, can turn into an activity that is unappealing, and feels like drudgery.
Now look with me, dear one, at relationships, that are marked with remnants of unresolved issues, left to get crusty, to harden, and to mar intimacy and trust. Are you, a clean as you go kind of person? I am: I like to discuss, to rectify, to make clear, in order to get what stands between me, and someone I care about, out of the way.
The olive branch can be light when first extended. The olive branch of peace is an offering that when accepted, reunites two, that may feel pulled ever so slightly apart. If the branch is never extended, never offered, and therefore, never accepted, the pulling apart continues, until the separation between two, is so great, there is never a path back to unity, in sight.
What of someone that extends the branch, but the other refuses to accept, turns their back, and walks away? Have you had this happen to you? I have, and to say it is an unpleasant experience is an understatement, especially when previously, there was a lot of soul brushing and compassionate caring.
I think of all the conversations that have never been had. I think of all the times that I haven't listened, or the times when someone hasn't listened to me, and how damaging this was to the fraying relationship. Drudgery again comes to mind, when I consider how impossible it has been to reconcile with some people, and conversely, how exciting and inviting too, it has been, to have heart to heart connections with people I feel are my others, in the resolving of minor or major, differences of opinion, perceptions, or points of view. There can be a meeting of the minds, but I find this to be a very rare and brilliant experience to have, and mostly, this happens for me, when I relate to God fearing, Bible believing, Christ adoring, Christians.
The Bible is a make-no-mistake go to place. God is consistently God, and he is repetitive in the Word, because we learn by repetition. Repeatedly God gives instructions and repeatedly, we either ignore them, deny them, pretend they are something they are not; we misconstrue, we adapt, we adjust, and we accommodate ourselves and others in ways that suit our current beliefs, and all this while deviating from commands. We compromise ourselves, our very souls, when we deviate from his commands!
There isn't a human being that has not compromised their own integrity to accommodate someone, or a group of someones, that they want to please. One of the biggest insults I received from a personal training client, when I was a freshly minted entrepreneur, was to be called accommodating. That stung and stuck with me. I have had to really look at what this meant as it pertained to my character. As a daughter of strong minded and imposing parents, I know I have had to work extra hard to learn where they ended, and I began - in other words, I had to figure out what I believe, separate from outside influences. The Bible, has been my single best and forever teacher, and while I appreciate (generally speaking of course) the opinions and perspectives of other human beings, it is God that I want to please, and God that I trust to steer me in the right direction; accommodating the wants, the demands, the impositions of other humans, does not factor into my choices, nearly as much as it used to, and yet still, there is that desire we all have, to accommodate, so that we can connect with someone that seems out of reach.
I love all of the Old Testament accounts of faithful men being fallen men. Recorded for posterity, we see men of God given his commands, and speaking to him directly, and then foolishly, compromising their relationship with him, because they just couldn't get past themselves! They just couldn't get past being friends with people that did not love, honour, and obey, God Almighty, despite all he had done for them!!! Man alive, is this not exactly how we are, as modern day humans, with old as sin souls?
Think with me:



